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Tuesday, 8 September 2015

'See you at the OT'




The day of the operation will be one of my memorable days. It was a fun day right from the morning. Friends kept pouring in from the morning with their good wishes. My school friend, Jaita, spend the day with me. Then came the others. We were chatting, gossiping and generally we were having a normal fun filled day. We weren’t too nervous about the operation … all of us made an effort to be courageous.  Also, the emotional support from the senior onco surgeon and the gastroenterologist helped us from hitting the panic button unnecessarily. They kept assuring us that ‘…there is nothing to worry. We will take care of Debjani…’. And we kept reminding ourselves these precious words. What mattered was that, finally the tumour from the colon is going to be removed and I am going to be all right.  

I was not allowed to eat or drink water after sometime. I was given some medicine/laxative that was supposed to remove as much stool from the big intestine as much as possible. But I don’t think it helped much. The tumour was blocking the stool from coming out. So I realized it’s going to be an open surgery.

By evening most of my friends were with me in my room – Jaita, Pooja, Jam and of course my husband. Indrani & Anand joined in after 12 midnight. My surgery began at 2:30am and lasted for almost 6 hours.

Around 1:15am the onco surgeon walked into my hospital room with a big smile and again assured us that I will be fine and I should not worry at all. And before leaving he said ‘see you at the OT!’ At that time the last 5 words sounded bizarre and hilarious to me. I have heard my colleagues and friends saying ‘See you at the conference room’, ‘See you at the client meeting’, ‘See you at the coffee shop/canteen’. But ‘see you at the OT’ and that too at 1:15am  - I still laugh at it.





Once the surgeon left I had to slip into the OT gown and the bed wheeled me into the OT.

The only thing that worried me before entering the OT was that I wanted to see my husband after the operation. When you hail from the advertising industry anything can happen – you can get a call in the middle of the night to come to back to office and solve a crises‼ The ad world is like an underworld … once you get sucked in, there no way you can come out. It’s infectious! Lol!


Hehehehehe!

The operation theatre (OT) reminded me of one of the studio floors of Mehboob Studio at Bandra, Mumbai. It was big both in terms of floor space and height. Is this why they call it a theatre?? It was chilled inside – but I could hardly feel the chill. On one side the surgical equipment were kept and I purposely choose to ignore them ( I am scared of needles!). The operation bed is more like a vertical table.

After sometime the anaesthetist asked me to sit still while they were inserting the epidural into my spinal cord (the epidural space). Epidural anaesthesia is an injection the back that numbs the nerves and stops you from feeling the pain. The areas that are numb by the epidural are the chest, abdomen, pelvic area and the legs. The extent of the numbness will depend on the type of drug used and the amount injected. Once the medication has worn off, feeling in the affected areas will return. 

It did not hurt much … I kept jabbering with the doctors and nurses to divert my mind. We spoke about music, David Guetta, Mark Knopfler, my paintings, people’s fear for needles, and the mutation of cells. While the surgeon was explaining the concept of cell mutation all I
could think about was Hollywood movies on mutants. I wanted to tell him about it the Hollywood link & if I will develop special powers …  but I restrained myself! Sometimes its wise to share certain jokes with your advertising friends rather than with doctors inside an OT! :P

What gave me the maximum confidence in the OT was the conviction, poise and coolness of the ocno surgeon and the anaesthetic - their body language said they knew what they were doing. And I knew that I was in the best hands. Ahem!

Once the epidural was inserted I lied down and within seconds the anaesthesia helped get into a deep sleep.

The next thing I remember is seeing Avik, Jam and Jaita. Jaita was standing far away form my bed (I still remember the concern on her face) …  its always assuring to see your near and dear ones after a surgery! What relief‼ How lucky am I! Post this I again went off to sleep because of the anaesthesia. I cant thank my friends, family and doctors enough for the emotional support they gave me. I am eternally grateful to them.

Lessons Learnt
Be the fighter - I AM BEATING cancer!

Value people, value family & friends, value doctors - they are your lifeline!

Appreciate what u already have - not everybody can afford a mega disease like Cancer in a reputed hospital like LH Hiranandani Hospital, Powai.

Enjoy and celebrate life - even if it means you are inside an OT! Life is too beautiful to crib! 





Tips
Today cancer is 80% curable. Believe in your doctors. Concern & nervousness will be there on the day of the operation  – but control it. Dont get too emotional.  Be brave, fight it with knowledge and face it. 

Yes you can fight cancer!!


During the surgery the patient will be sleeping … its actually the doctors who will be working. So why worry as a patient. Just tell yourself ‘All is well’ and enjoy your sleep. ;)

I listened to the Hanuman Chalisa many times on the day of the surgery – this gave me a lot of strength. Listen to your God … He is always there for you!


Costs

I got operated on a Sunday early morning.  Most hospitals charge a hefty premium on Sundays. We managed to wave off a chunk of the extra cost with the help of the doctors.  

Surgery Major
OT Charges (Supra major surgery)             :  Rs 66,000.00

Charges for doctors (amalgamated)           :  Rs. 1,50,450.00

Total cost                                                          :   Rs. 2,16450.00

Consumables charges for OT (surgical gloves, blades, syringe, stapler etc)                                                                                    :  Rs. 50,000,00

Non medical costs (face mask, drape, underpads, roller bandage, apron etc)                                                                                  :  Rs. 2,400.00
Blood per bottle                                        :  Rs. 3400.00

Flowtron per day (muscle movement)    : Rs 1,444.00

Laboratory test charges:
Urine Routine                                                 :  Rs. 200.00
Histopathology Medium                               :  Rs. 1756.00
Histopathology Radical                                 :  Rs. 3218.00
Complete Blood count CBC                          :  Rs. 333.00
Albumin                                                            :   Rs. 227.00
Creatinine                                                         :   Rs. 293.00
Total                                                                   :   Rs. 6,027.00


These are costs that were incurred for my case and are for a reference purpose only as they were incurred in May 2015.  Some costs like medicines etc… have not been covered, as we could not ascertain the ones used during the surgery and ones after that… So depending upon your hospital grade, doctors and specific case these cost will vary greatly, so do check with your hospital and doctors.

Monday, 10 August 2015

Tattoos - they kill those cells too!




Discovered something new today - mastectomy art.  Breast cancer survivors celebrate life through incredible mastectomy tattoos! Freaking awesome. 

Sometimes the resultant scars can become an emotional dead zone. A tattoo, however, can not only transform scars into art, the actual experience can create a tremendous positive shift in perception and meaning. 

You don’t need special balls to survive cancer … some bad ass attitude with a bit of art are enough to kill those unwanted cells! 

Sexier than any any Victoria's Secret!
Not all filigrees are delicate!
Angels lie within us, we just need to belief in ourselves!
Birds are always free, nothing can stop them ... not even cancer!
Who dares to stop a girl from wearing her pinks!
Smile - the biggest enemy of cancer cells!
Thats some serious kickass attitude!
My favourite ... love her attitude!
Some flowers are strong! Very strong!
The old soul barn owl, never bows down to unwanted cells!
As free as a butterfly!
Thats one helluva a proud peacock!
Literary a 'killer' smile!

Sunday, 9 August 2015

Organ Donation - lets do it!




When I was in the ICU I would often hear a child’s voice  – she was my neighbour. I could hear her cry, laugh, talk and call out to this particular doctor ‘Uncle, please come … we will play games’. Her parents had given her their laptop and iPad so that she could play games. And there was this kind doctor who would often go out of his way to make her day! Sweet.

Hats off to Mumbai police, organ donors and doctors!


Later I learnt that, this 12 year old was admitted for a serious kidney disorder and had to under go a kidney transplant, her mother being the donor.  That’s when organ donation actually struck a serious cord with me. I mean, I always wanted to donate my eyes after seeing the Ashwariya campaign, but never got the time to turn my wish into action‼ Yeah, yeah I know … that was centuries ago! Pure couch potato attitude. But then, there is God. He watches over all couch potatoes. And when the time comes He slaps them and admits them in the ICU so that they learn their lessons. :P :P

So this year I celebrated my birthday by giving myself a special gift – I signed up for organ donation. I ticked marked on all the 11 boxes – Kidneys, liver, lungs, heart, pancreas, intestines, eyes, skin, ear drum, heart valve and bone ! Felt good J. Hopefully one day some soul/s will benefit from this act of mine. :D My first baby step towards serving humanity.

My donor card :D
It’s a simple process. I walked into the Hiranandani Hospital, went to the concerned department, filled up a form, and got my donor card! In 10 mins the entire procedure was done. So if you want to do the same just get in touch with a reputed hospital and do the needful.

Read this leaflet to get info about organ donation
 There is a huge shortage of organs in India. Lets contribute and make someone's life beautiful. We can all do it. So, instead of carrying our organs to Heaven lets just create Heaven on Earth!

If you still have doubts about creating Heaven on Earth then please see this video ... how an organ donation can change someone's life! If you don't have doubts ... then watch it too ... it will inspire you to convince your friends for organ donation! The video is beautiful. 





Some sites on organ donation that may interest you :





Tips:
When going for organ donation please take one of your family member as a witness is required. The witness has to be from the family. 

Sunday, 2 August 2015

Friends - they matter!

Today is Friendship Day.  Never have been the day so important as in this year. Friends are like the rock of Gibraltar in my journey with cancer. From the pre surgery days, to the surgery and now with chemo- they are always around. Just a phone call or a ping away. Some of them are far away from me in terms of physical distance … but who cares … their pings and chats and jokes and good wishes makes my day every day.

The mad hatters!
Today I’ll speak about those silent friends who encourage me by sharing their personal journey. They just appear in the horizon like a beautiful ray of hope, touch me with their drive for life  and let me blossom in my journey. Sometimes it’s just a chat or a ping that is required to connect.

Birthday parties and cousins were the best part of growing up!

A few days ago an old colleague called up – she said she had to talk to me. She too had a sudden rendezvous with cancer. It happened to her when she was all alone working abroad- imagine fighting a full sized ovarian cancer all by yourself in a foreign land! But she did … and today she is a winner!  We laughed when she said ‘I was working abroad for nine months and after nine months I delivered a baby called ovarian cancer’. Some people are just incorrigible when it comes to their zest for life.  Nothing seems to stop them from living a life of their choice. The best part is when you get that afternoon phone call from such a bubbly person- they make you laugh and realise that cancer is just another nonsense that needs to be shown the door! Amazing!

They can kill each other :P!

Then there was this chat from another friend – just an acquaintance on FB.  He shared his journey of a ghastly road accident and how it changed his life. I had tears in my eyes while chatting with him. I realised that journeys are never about the suffering or the torment, its more of a self discovery… who are you, why are you here, who are your real friends  … and finally its about making a choice and moving on. While he shared how he was taken for a ride by a close friend I shared how I was ditched like a piece of hot cake by 2 of my best friends a few years ago, simply because I did not fit into their hip and happening life anymore. The best advice I got -  ‘Ghatiya sath se accha hai imaandaar akelapan’. Acidic. Yes. But makes sense! I likes.  So many past trials are now falling into place and getting a closure.

School friends - nothing can beat them!

When a friend from the creative world good to know of my trial he wahtsapped and besides asking the mandate how are you types of questions shared an amazing insight … ‘Physical I m not sure. That you can tell me. But emotional trauma not there … I know about that. U r an artist. Artists cannot be ever traumatised. Plus you are our Debjani’ – such lovely words, they can only hasten the healing process.



The nautankies!

The point I am trying to make today is that share your journey … never conceal or suppress it  …  you never know where a beautiful soul is waiting to connect with you and motivate you to live life to the fullest!

Happy Friendship Day!



Madcaps from MBA days!
The Siddy Bwoy!
The party witches and wizards!
Selfie le le!
Just laugh!
The reunion!